A Hurt 10 Year Old Boy Captured Within
by Charles Palmer-Allen
(South Africa)
A true story that very few just might not understand and may be disturbing to many retirees. But! There is an important lesson that all should learn out of this.
It is about a 10 year old little boy who was loved and cared for by his wonderful caring and loving mother.
After years of painful suffering from cancer, the little boy's mother passed away leaving this little boy in a bad state of fear, uncertainty, and flowing tears of hurt. Not having been given the chance to say goodbye to his dying mother, the little boy just shrivelled up, and became a captured scared little boy within a shell known as the growing physical body.
To add to the problem, the little boy was then ruthlessly thrown into a web of extreme abuse, sexual molestation and gang rape, which made the little boy creep deeper into the darkest corner of its physical growing shell it was captured in.
A deeply hurt and crying voice, that continuously cried out for help, yet was never once heard or understood. The physical growing shell was the captured child's only defence and is the sames until this very day, because it is the only one that can feel the true hurt and suffering this little 10 year old child is still going through.
You see, when this child's wonderful loving mother died, the 10 year old little boy died with her, because he was not given the opportunity to just say goodbye.
Today, at the age of 65 years, with the help of my wife, I am now writing my third book to be published, tttled; CONQUERING DEMONS, which will help others in the same situation. Hopefully the book will be ready for publishing in October 2015.
You see, that 10 year old hurt captured child within is me.